If I could go back

If I could go back,
I'd be more uncutous.
I'd thank my step mom
for accepting me.
Instead of rejecting her.


I'd appreciate
all the little moments,
with the people
I will never see again,
have more fun
with the friends I now miss.


If I could go back,
I would try my best.
Listen to those wiser than I.
For now I know,
everyghing they said was
not to keep me from fun,
but to keep me from harm.


If I could go back,
I'd warn them
of the towers that will fall.
Of natures wrath,
and mans cruelty and neglect.

If I could go back,
all the little things
would be worth so much,
and the few times
I thought my world would end
would be forgotton,
because now I know...

Everything happens for a reason
and theres always that silver lining
around each gray colud.